| Friday, June 16, 2006 |
 i think i'm getting stressed up easily nowadays. every minor thing that doesn't go my way makes me mad. really mad. just when i have bought a new dress for the D&D, there's a decision to wear common jersey for the dinner. to me, dinner and dance is an occasion to dress up. and now, i have to wear a jersey. it's so unlike me. totally spoilt my plan to dress up. arrghhh...... it's not about the money i have spent on the dress but rather, i was more furious with myself who can't stand by my principles. initially i stood firm on not buying the jersey. but i succumbed to peer pressure eventually. i hate myself for being so weak. i understand sucking up is essential in the corporate world but to this extent??? just cos the boss asked if anyone wants to bulk order and pple swarm to order to show 'support'. excuse me, does he own a share in the jersey company? do u have to show support this way? perhaps it's the rebellious streak in me but i just can't stand such actions of curry favouring. seriously, i think i'm having a major attitude problem now. Liberated at 6/16/2006 11:07:00 PM |
| Wednesday, June 07, 2006 |
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i'm going to name this entry 'the straw that broke the camel's back'. if i have to rate how pissed i was on a scale of 10, i'll rate it 11. i guess it's really time to sit down and think about if i wanna continue with my current job. it's not exactly something that i wanna do for the rest of my life and it's not value adding to my resume at all. in fact, i've asked my friend to send me a sample of a resume and resignation letter. the idea of finding another job has been on my mind but i have never put it into action. i guess it's time now. on the other hand, it's hard to leave your comfort zone. my boss gets cranky now and then but he treats me quite nicely when he isn't. i get along well with my colleagues. sighz...dilemma...i'll see how things go then... Liberated at 6/07/2006 11:59:00 PM |
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